mid years re-starting tomorrow;

Math Paper One from 8-11am, here i come!

hahahs cant believe the june hols are already drawing
to a close! monumentally the last june hols of my tertiary
education years before i head for NUS!!
i wanna go NUS and study BUSINESS OR SCIENCE

business so i can start my own company in a few years HAHAA!
and science so i can be a researcher or work in the medical industry
(though my chem teacher
would probably laugh his head off first but hes a great teacher so
i cant let him down!!)

now if only i could do eudiometry like chee keng...
he so good he even uses secret formulas to calculate
the compounds 0.o

okay focus- i gotta aim high!! FOUR A s!!
as Pastor Cho says, we gotta be pregnant with our vision!
although its not visible(yet), but when we wait the nine months
and when we endure and prepare for the birth of a newborn babe-

it will come to pass!
which is what i gotta focus on instead of dreading the no. of
careless mistakes i might make...

i will do my best! i cannot be careless!

all the best to everyone for their exams! XD

read a book about
a girl and a guy,
who is a floating angel-in-disguise.
title?

what happened to lani garver

hmm i want to see one too =)

beginning to realize the beauty in different perspectives
and beliefs of different people

usually it leads to conflict and arguments

but actually i think its more inspiring and motivating
to find a person whose beliefs can change yours/

i wonder if i ever changed a persons mindset for the better.

God knows

i m getting goosebumps for all the wrong reasons.

like how i couldnt get the same equillibrium question right
after two tries, which is weird because the only logical reasoning
is the train of thought that goes:

i learnt this one year ago...
so how doomed am i before my mid-years?

BRRR. *shivers*

hahahahs studying at home can be hazardous.
prone to snacking! lousy if you feel super stressed and start
peeling chestnuts by the handful./

oh and today i realised Chee Soon Juan is a Christian!
which kinda makes me worried cuz his train of thought, according
to a ST political journalist, the ''poor me, im the victim'' trait is one
i can identify with and yet one i DEFINITELY hope is not reflective
of my Christian faith-

that would be terrible! i mean, thats like getting lousy results for
a test, and going- its the spore education system out to persecute
me and this is why i couldnt get the grades i wanted!

okay bad analogy cuz pple do work their hearts out only to reap little
in return, but you get my drift.

take responsibility for your life!
and make sure God is in control =)

i do my best, and God does the rest!

oh and had a great day today!
jogged with my sister (2nd) round the stadium
met angela =)
had a great piano lesson
shopped with my sister (3rd) =)

i love a good day like this

have finally broken my blogger status quo silence!
gosh regarding my last one post about improving results:

i passed my latest chem re-test, so there. =)
finally back after five intense(not) days of PRE U SEMINAR 2008!!
and seriously i had the time of my life!
hahahs
it truly was an amazing and humbling experience to get to
know people of different tertiary institutions
and make so many new friends! XD hahahs i know
i used to stereotype people (a little) but now i find that
its really just YOU that matters, and not where you come from!
which is quite revelational seriously.
btw, you have to give credit for the effort the organisers
put in- everything went so flawlessly it was like a dream!
*gushes and rambles on about the SIX MEALS A DAY
we had- with lunch and tea breaks BUFFET STYLE*

feel really inspired to blog about every single person in SG 21-
faust! sze hui! wang di! vanessa! chan! sid! luke! john!abraham!
and so many more!!
and i must say its inspiring to see how people from different
backgrounds can come together and unite as a team;
to witness first-hand
the potential of youth in changing and developing the landscape of
Singapore(politically, socially, economically)

into a GLOBAL CITY; HOME FOR ALL.
then it was Pastor Lias service on sat!!

to be significant, not just successful!! really impacted by Pastor Lia
s preaching, especially to let love be a driving force in my life!
throughout this week ive realised some of my strengths and my
weaknesses that i have to change.. really want to overcome them
because some of these burdens have become like stones to me-
and i know i can be free now because God can take care of them
when i cant carry them any further...

still, one day i ll look back on them and laugh!

1. Insecurity.
2. Trust.
3. Fear and Worry.
4. Low self esteem
5. Over-estimation and complacency

i guess any normal human being has these flaws too-
but i can change! especially since identifying the problem is
halfway to solving it ^^

how to change?
LOVE GOD LOVE PEOPLE LOVE LIFE.
LOVE STUDIES LOVE FAMILY LOVE FRIENDS
LOVE CHALLENGES LOVE DIFFICULTIES
have FAITH./

a long time ago i believed in all these-
then gradually i didnt when things went wrong and
completely contradictory to these beliefs...
became quite cynical and bitter in fact...
having friends become enemies, studies that never scored
as well as i had hoped, seeing others with faith achieve less than
expected, and many other pains and hurts i didnt understand.

i still dont, but i pray that God will help me to one day =)

looking back, i want to think like the fifteen year old
i was back then...
a fifteen years old faith, with seventeen years of experience
and nearly three incredible years in my walk with Jesus...
and believing again that
through God,
ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. =)